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[personal profile] sellerofsins 2024-09-25 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"I do love when you call me darling." Aleister shot back, annoyed but unsure what else to do to approach this whole mess. Yes, his shitty little black heart was back and nagging at him all the time. If he hadn't of shot himself up with that blood last week, it would be gone by now and it should be gone. Soon, it would all leave his body. He just had to hold out and keep his mind focused. "It's normal to complain when morons don't understand what you're doing and then get mad at you over it. I'm sure you have a world of experience."

After all, he worked with those two idiots.

"I don't-- there's no, well, it's temporary and it's not need. It's just ... uncomfortable." Like an itch that needed to be scratched. Honestly, sitting alone in the dark didn't help. A good way to be miserable, sure, but it lacked that connection. It lost something. "It's an inelegant feeling but it'll be gone shortly."
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[personal profile] sellerofsins 2024-09-25 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'd never!" He wasn't going to admit to crying, that would be as dumb as Sam and Gunn having an important conversation about him with the door wide open. Some people knew how to keep their cards to their chest. Some people were smarter than the average idiot - like him. And smart people didn't cry or admit to weakness. "There's no real feeling there. It's an illusion. I don't have a soul and -- and even if I did, it's not like I was the most feeling in life."

He was a bitter, numb drunken with no real interest in anyone or anything. He was never exactly precious over his soul or his 'heart'. "I think if I 'embraced my humanity' then I'd just end up craving scotch and sex. And I already crave those so what's the big difference."
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[personal profile] sellerofsins 2024-09-25 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"Respectfully disagree." Was all Aleister offered as he tried to defend himself from Bobby's annoyingly perceptive observations. He didn't want to give the arsehole what he wanted so he kept a smile on his face, despite the unstoppable irritation and disappointment he had in his gut. Stupid, selfish, visionless demons. As if this was going to work. Like a Knight of Hell knew what hell needed. "Let them party. Have their turn. It'll turn into chaos so fast, they'll be eating each other, never mind anyone else."

It was like leaving a bunch of toddlers alone in a room full of candy. Seemed fun at first but structure and rules, all people craved them - whether they knew it or not. "Trust me, they'll be knocking down the doors any day now. They just don't know because the lines are jammed."
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[personal profile] sellerofsins 2024-09-25 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
"So I'm bored, you're bored and you think I'll just take any little thrill to kill the boredom and I'll be happy?" Aleister pretended to ponder that idea before exhaling a tired and annoyed sigh. "Doesn't sound much different to my last relationship."

And that was his wife, who's name he had scorched happily from his mind. Stupid, dumb bitch.

"Unless you're offering me a whiskey and some time out of those stupid contraption, we don't have much of a deal here." He wanted to move, to stretch, to drink away some of these ugly feelings. He had to numb it all away - right? He was the king, whether Bobby doubted it or not.
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[personal profile] sellerofsins 2024-09-25 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Damn. The way he said darling, it went right through him right now. And not just in a fun, flirty way either. It was like an electric bolt through his dick. Oh, it would be nice. To be darling to someone who wasn't just teasing. To be wanted. Actually wanted, not just for profit or order or a deal. It was a silly fantasy and he had thousands of years to help him debunk that reality. Even so, it niggled in his brain.

"What do you want?" Aleister asked simply, not fun or teasing, he was just tired and that annoying depression was setting in. He hated it as a human and he hated it even more as a demon. That was the whole point of being a demon - howling at the moon and not giving a fuck.
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[personal profile] sellerofsins 2024-09-25 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Aleister looked at the piece of paper, pulled it close to inspect the symbols and then pulled a face. Well, it was still a better deal than the boys had offered him. "It's almost an alphabet, you missed two key letters and this one doesn't belong."

He tapped the incorrect symbol and then traced the missing symbols with his finger. He couldn't write them. Yet.

"First, let's get your alphabet correct. Then we can talk about giving you the letters." He leaned back and looked at Bobby expectantly. "Now run along and get me a pen, pet. I'll show you how it goes."