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[personal profile] tvtroper 2024-09-21 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Raphael flinched at the touch and withdrew from Sam, his eyes still closed as he focused on getting through the pain and not giving in. His grace was healing him, sure, but it was healing him slowly. He whined lightly behind the stitches and pressed his face into the ground. His mouth still tasted like Lazar's boot and he hated it.

Sam's words were about usual. Kid always thought everything was his fault, it was who he was. And a spiteful, tiny part of Raphael felt like it was. He knew he was just being petty though, he made the choices, he provoked and he paid the price. Sam didn't do this to him.

Being aware of that spiteful part of him knocked him out of himself somewhat and he forced his eyes open, looking at Sam. He wasn't looking much better either. Damn, what did Lazar do to him?
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[personal profile] tvtroper 2024-09-21 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Raphael shook his head. Humans needed water to live and he was not wasting it on some blood. He was used to it, it stuck and itched for a few days and then Lazar showered him off. It wasn't worth it. Still, he saw the way Sam looked and saw him about to move so he reached out, against his better judgement. He touched Sam. Intentionally, with desire, he touched his wrist. Then he tightened his grip.

Making sure Sam was looking at him, he shook his head. Resources like that were precious for Sam and if Sam wasn't going to take care of himself, Raphael would have to do it.

There was enough blood on the floor for him to reach out with his finger and write to him. H20 = Sam
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[personal profile] tvtroper 2024-09-21 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Lazar was right, he wasn't a very good guardian. He couldn't protect Sam, he had no plan or idea on what to do and he had literally nothing to offer him. He wished he had grace to just rip himself and Sam out of hell but right now, he didn't have enough to make himself feel less sick. He was woozy, shivering, his head pounded but he looked at Sam.

An the joke set up, he smiled ever so slightly and shuffled close. He was still naked, he didn't have his clothes back on yet so he couldn't use his sleeve. He just raised his hand and used his thumb to remove the tear that was starting to fall from Sam's eye.
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[personal profile] tvtroper 2024-09-21 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
He made Sam laugh? Heh. He guessed he mostly remembered Sam being angry more than laughing but maybe he found more time to laugh at his jokes later, in private, after he was less angry. Then again, that time he sent the platypus into his motel room was comedy gold.

He braced himself under Sam's touch and then realised than Sam was willing to go to bat for him, willing to get hurt for him and wanted to comfort him. Sam wasn't going to suddenly beat him. Or, at least, he hoped not. He tried to force his muscles to relax and carefully, he shifted a bit closer to Sam. He cocked his head to the side and watched Sam for a second for any signs of rejection.

And then he rested his head against Sam's shoulder. Oh, the human was so warm.
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[personal profile] tvtroper 2024-09-21 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Raphael shook his head. No. They were never safe. He kept his eyes closed and stayed against Sam though, just enjoying the warm that came from him and the way he smelled. Even after a day in hell, he smelled pretty damn good. Bloody, yeah, a bit sweaty but overall, that cologne he had was so nice.

He did fall asleep, waking up on and off, slowly warming against Sam. He reached one hand out to his chest and felt a swell of energy come from it. It made everything hurt that little less.