Sam checked the messages from Matty and simply closed the messaging app again, then got rid of the call log. He felt it by now as well, of course he did. He felt weak, he was in pain. Vulnerable in a way that made him glad he'd put up wards when he'd still had the strength. It wasn't easy to become untraceable by Castiel.

Looking at Harry, he shrugged, only slowly catching up to what he'd said. Focusing on more than one thing at once was no easy feat when dealing with this. "It's likely to kill me. The ritual. The host might not make it either. Honestly, I think Harry would have appreciated us going down in a suicide pact."

It felt very them. "He used to joke about that a lot."